Meh

Well since my last post in July of last year I have gained 25 or more pounds. And that is despite cycling thousands of miles and doing half marathon and trail endurance runs. My diet is out of control. I eat what I see or if I don't see it and think about it I go find it and devour it. I really, really hate wanting to be athletic and wanting to be a good runner and cyclist and yet my inner self will not let me respect food. Should I give up.